A raw, gripping debut novel about overcoming the fear of the world. When Orville James McFadden witnesses the murder of his grandmother and sister, he unwittingly starts down a haunting path of fear, one that inevitably leads him to attempt to end it all by jumping off the Ballard Bridge-but he finds himself alive, handcuffed and in a hospital, wherein he must learn to choose to live-upon his release, Orville is driven to take bold action and moves to Vietnam for the greatest adventure of his life, but he soon discovers that a life worth living comes with a heavy price.