Once U've hit the bottom again & again, is it still possible 2 soar?

Nia Luther faced this question as she looked back on her life through the window of her county jail cell. She cringes at her mother who took her child from her and gave it away, and permitted the blackmail that forced her into marriage to a man who beat her. Her mother also turned her back on her when she was gangraped.

She knows that God will never forgive her for all the stealing from the church, the lies, the men, and the drug abuse. Tears began to fall as she remembers the cruelty.