This is a true story of the journey across ten centuries in search for the meaning behind the mysteries of fears, joys, and emotions the author experienced during this life. The vehicle is not from science fiction but deep within the recesses of the eternal cellular memories within us. We begin to understand the common threads that had an impact on his current life. A journey into the past in order to understand today. During the journey he confronted his spiritual history and the patterns revealed helped him understand the why's of his life and the reasons for the people in his current life who have been most important to him.