Where do we go when we die? How do we explain to our children? who have lost a loved one, or are about too. My book "FOR THIS VERY SPECIAL LITTLE GIRL" tells a comforting story, that will jump start anyone's imagination, from the negative fear of death and the heartache of grievance ( normally a long period, that can hold us back from enjoying life) to a vision of positivity, Where Heaven's made up of nine very beautiful gardens, seven, for us all to enjoy, God's promise of an eternal angelic life, where there's a special place for everyone, in God's kingdom, a magical wonder world---- real or nostalgic, I believe its true. Also an activity book for you to register /dedicate your loved ones past, present and future, into your chosen garden.

For this very special little girl

Where do we go when we die?

We go to heaven, to become an angel and live in God's glorious gardens. It's a magical spellbinding place, where all our loved ones have gone before us. In this story/activity book you can also place your loved ones in your chosen garden. I wrote this book as a treasured gift for my granddaughter, Scarlett Rose, after flying from the UK to Australia to help bring her into the world. The heartache I felt on fl ying back home inspired me to put pen to paper and my book began. But it hasn't been easy. By choice, I had a poor education. At school I was always a huge personality in the playground, but a daydreamer in the classroom. Then it was university - haha I went to the university of life, where my mother was my number one teacher.

Since the beginning, my family has grown and so has my book. It's been a pleasurable challenge to write. Some days I've cried with a great big belly laugh and others I've cried with the depth of emotional love I felt deeply from my soul for my family, friends and acquaintances who have inspired the characters in the book. I was soon to hit a huge obstacle with this book: learning to illustrate But I got there. The most important lesson I have learnt is to believe in yourself, have faith, what's meant for you in this life doesn't pass you by. It's a big world out there, full of wonderful opportunities that are all within reach.

So if you're missing a loved one like myself, don't let your grievance grow, live your life and be happy with a positive thought: no one is promised a tomorrow, but they say God offers a promises to us all of eternal angelic life in heaven. Read on

Guardian angels

In every adult there's a child,

In every child there's imagination,

In imagination there is love, positivity,

In mine, I found a magical wonder world -- real or nostalgic?

For me, I believe it's true.

The book raises the issue of morbid obsessions especially Jealousy, It goes deep into the condition of Othello Syndrome, Which is the psychiatric disorder of the mind, where you become obsessed with your partners fidelity, repeated accusations of the partner cheating on you, checking their phone, emails, and social media sites for signs of cheating, and the more bizarre things that you do once you are obsessed, Such as bugging the house, buying a lie detector, having your partner followed, checking up on them at work, checking up on them when they are with their friends, needing evidence and reassurance they are not cheating on you, even to the point of hearing a person of the opposite sex in the background where ever they are, and thinking they are with them and cheating on you. It is natural to have a form of anxiety about a partner, even mild jealousy.