Excerpts from: "A Long Way From Home"
When life comes full circle, you will realize
All you ever needed, you already had
You just refused to listen
Envisioned Freedom
Denise, like the prodigal son, was eager to vacate the family
nest and begin her journey as an adult. She would be eighteen years
old soon, and she had been planning her birthday for months. Denise
had been contemplating and envisioning her "freedom." She thought
of freedom as getting away from Mom and Dad and being on her own.
So many teens are seduced this way. Life is hard and often the
"realness" of life is camouflaged by television, lies, and
suggestions of friends. Parents' warnings often fade to the
background once a teenager has his or her mind made up.
Denise believed that she knew all about life and was in control
of her destiny. There would be no curfew, no rules to abide by, no
more church, and no one to answer to.
Satisfaction in Suffering
William finally made it home and frantically entered the door
and rushed into Denise's room. She was all packed and sitting on
her bed. Her face was filled with sternness and an uncompromising
expression. It would seem that she had rehearsed this moment-that
she had predicted William's response, anticipated and even longed
for the hurt, which flushed in his frightful face. With each word
that William poured forth in anguish and desperation, Denise felt
gratified, justified. She felt satisfaction in his suffering. She
was delighted as Denise looked still-faced into William's
tear-filled eyes. She seemed to be without feelings. Denise poured
forth with a mocking, bitter spirit. It was too hard to watch. Her
eyes were all aglow, not with joy but with revenge, anger, and
hostility. She displayed this arrogance as William emptied himself
at her feet.
How Did the Light Get Broken?
They questioned one another about how the back light could have
been broken. They arrived at a local hardware store, purchased some
items, and returned the van only to find that the trunk was left
opened once again. They each looked with fear into the eyes of the
other and jumped in the van and raced back to the abandoned
apartment building. Without saying one word to the other, they both
knew what the other was thinking-the last few hours, the door being
left unlocked, the trunk left unlocked, the back light broken and
finally, being stopped by the cops. Something wasn't adding up.
They exited the half-parked van and ran into the apartment
building. They raced to the place where they thought they had left
Denise. It was like the last few miles of a long, long race, with
the finish line in view. One man ran and pushed the other man, who
then fell to the floor with both eyes focused toward the room where
Denise had been held captive. The other man, panting, full of fear,
anxious, and now flushed with anger, pushed through the door and
ran toward what seemed to be a body covered by a worn, dust-filled
blanket. As he swiftly threw the blanket back, his mind raced with
the possibilities of imprisonment and even the charge of murder.
The cover came unpeeled in his hands, as it moved at the horrified
man's forceful command. His eyes stared down toward the image. The
other man still lay fearfully on the floor, near the entrance. The
man on the floor knew that bad or good would be determined by the
next words from that room.
She was gone