The real reason why I wrote this book was one for Christ, and him telling me to, but second for you This might be one of the most entertaining real life stories that you ever get to read and imagine. From having a near death experience, to drugs, all kinds of addictions, to depressions and illusions, all with Christ by my side the hole way, and finally the realization step and full end of my story. The end of my story is actually the true beginning of my life to some extent. Sure I have helped many with Christ all over my life time, but I mean a total 100% surrender to finally stopping my selfish assumptions for my life, and truly doing his will for my life. Funny cause as long as I can remember I couldn't imagine that what his will has always been for me is actually what he has allowed me "to want" to do for him. And so my will is his will And that is beyond a victory in itself So come along a journey through 27 years of my life, happenings, and triumphs. Through jail cells in literal hell for 48 hours on suicide watch, to physical fights and being arrested. As well to a beyond amazing victory with Christ He has never left me nor forsaken me It was always me that choose to live a sinful life in the dark, and boy did he truly teach me some lessons For his power is made perfect in weakness Amen