When Young Toki's over the top lifestyle of living in the HOV lane takes a turn for the worst and her world starts to spiral out of control. She is forced to make some uneasy decisions; first her crews stash house is robbed; then the man she loves turns out to be her worst enemy. When the kisses and the extravagant gifts turn to bloody lips and black eye's; when the housie wife life she chose turns out to be something she can't handle and the game becomes unbearable and the only way out of her relationship is in a coffin. How long will she be able to hide her black eyes from her loved ones and will her faults be the cause of her families 'demise? Welcome to Toki's world the female that seen it all, been through it all, and thinks she knows it all; this is my life my love my loss my faults...