After a terrific summer of being a missionary in the south Bronx, Laura Marie finds herself struggling more now than she ever has before. Between her addictions and self sabotaging ways, her life was quickly coming to a close. In a last ditch effort to gain her life back, she unwilling goes into a treatment program that could end up being her saving grace or be the last straw. With countless suicide attempts, endless prayers, and constant drama, she captures it all in this amazing journey. From teenage pregnancy, sexual abuse, divorce, God, drinking; the list goes on, but will her life? She now faces life's most difficult question. Does she stay or does she go? Does she ask for help or do it alone? Does she give into her illness, or does she survive? Will she ever come back? Will she ever find Laura?