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This monograph on pleuropneumonia in Australia is based on research
culled from archives and libraries. Chapters include background to
the disease, the first outbreak, and the spread of the disease
through Victoria and into New South Wales. There is also
information on inoculation and vaccination.
We were approaching the island about noon. I was stretched out on
the front bench of the pontoon boat, in a feline position with my
eyes closed. I resembled a woman totally engrossed in sunbathing,
without a care in the world. The truth of the matter was that my
mind as well as my stomach was in turmoil. Fred left the launch and
skimmed through the back bay. Our conversation had been easy and
filled with laughter, as though the time when we had lost each
other had not existed. The repeated humiliations, my illness,
divorce and subsequent years, had been momentarily erased. The
evolution of self-improvements, growth and ultimate maturity had
made me secure and respecting myself again.
Then as the boat left the back bay and entered the narrow river,
the tips of Fred's ears turned a bright red. Immediately I
remembered the old familiar signal that he was about to lie. I
waited and watched for his jaw muscle to start jumping and sure
enough, in a matter of minutes, the facial dance started. I looked
in the direction of his silent stare thinking, "He doesn't realize
that I know where Stephanie (one of his latest sordid mistakes,
that was supposed to be over) lives... My God, he's twisting his
whole body around trying to identify the man in her yard. HE STILL
CARES ABOUT HER! After all of his protesting... all of his
apologies... DAMN he's still a deceitful bastard. Why can't I get
it through my head that sometimes a tree is just a tree?" By the
time his gaze finally returned to me I sat up on the bench and
shook out my auburn hair and let it blow in the breeze. Tear filled
eyes, hidden behind my over sized Ray Bans, stared at the tips of
his ears and facial twitch. Ireally wanted to cry because I was
reacting to his ever-predictable behavior after all of my
resolutions. Ad nauseam, I tried to mentally switch gears.
"This is wonderful, I didn't realize how much I missed boating and
this pontoon is certainly better than the old Bogart. I think I'm
just going to soak up these delicious rays" I said, wishing he'd be
smart enough to see the negative image his persona gave off. Three
years and he still hadn't learned that lies were his ultimate
downfall. Of course Fred was comfortable in this one of his
favorite elements and would never believe that I could perceive
what had just occurred. "Knock yourself out, Good Lookin": he said.
I did my best to exude a false bravado and pasted a phony smile on
my face, lay back down, silently chanting a mantra to my self "I
won't react- I won't react" over and over until I regained some
modicum of self control. After five minutes, I was only aware of
the all too familiar smell of salt air, the spray of water and heat
of the sun. I'd just started drifting off, when his comment
shattered my peace. "Hey woman, you are driving me crazy in that
bikini. You look great and unless a person looked real close,
they'd never notice all the scars." "SWEET JESUS!" I thought and
kept my eyes closed, letting my mind wander off to the beginning,
the beginning of our move to paradise, or should I rephrase it? The
kingdom of paradise and the self-appointed king!
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