Colin Dayan has one of the most original minds in America and also
one of the fiercest. Here for the first time she turns her rigorous
intellect toward her own life, onto her vexed relationship with her
mother and subsequent suffering -- and she does so with her usual
uncompromising clarity. It's rare for such a tormented work to be
so masterful. In the Belly of her Ghost is not exactly an easy
read, but it's also very hard to put down. -Madison Smartt Bell
Colin Dayan's searing personal narrative is as much a Southern
Gothic story as a haunting family portrait. A tale of love and
resentment, In the Belly of Her Ghost is a memoir and meditation on
the author's dead mother -- a Haitian woman attempting to
assimilate into white Southern belle high society during the Civil
Rights era. Dayan's mother grows austere with her newfound glamour
and dismissive of her daughter, whose darker skin foments a loving
connection with Lucille, her African American nanny. Capturing the
bitter struggle of mother and daughter -- from her childhood unto
death and beyond into the disconcerting present--In the Belly of
Her Ghost is a lyrical journey through memory and loss. Dayan
reflects on her complicated origins as she grows into a woman,
uncertain if she's "black" or "white"; we see a gritty, nuanced
view of the Jim Crow South. A literary ghost story, In the Belly of
Her Ghost grapples with our complicated notions of race, identity,
and femininity. In times such as ours, and the times from which
they spawned, ages of violence against all forms of "other" --
genders, bodies, skins, ideas -- how can we lay to rest the ghosts
that haunt us, and invite to the table those that help us live?
Writing from the headlands far into the interior, threading the
personal with the public, an elegy with a covert manifesto of hope,
Colin Dayan understands what it is to be haunted: by history, by
race, by family, by what presses on the definitions of one's life.
In pages at once strikingly evocative, allusive, and embodied,
rigorously sensory in their hard-won wisdoms, Dayan argues for the
co-existence of species, variants of identity and belonging, a
commonwealth of the living and the dead. In the Belly of Her Ghost
imbues profound remembering with a democracy of looking and
listening, where all that matters -- objects, animals, people and
place -- is properly attended. It is a volume appearing undeniably
in its necessary moment, and it is precisely necessary because the
truths it speaks are as old as our troubles, as required as our
joys. -Andrea Luka Zimmerman This subtle, ambivalent, deeply
thoughtful book makes nothing easy -- difficult moments are imbued
with grace and familiar parades of ghosts. "It is not easy to tell
a ghost story that is not meant to frighten," Colin Dayan writes,
and we hear a series of conversations with the past, with selves
old and new, with memories of Haiti and the American South, with a
black woman who effectively mothered the writer, with an actual
mother both dead and alive. How many of us could so lucidly say of
a disappointed and disappointing parent, "I did not want to love
her as much as I did"? At the center of this haunting narrative is
an unforgettable ghost story, which, ultimately, is not quite a
ghost story at all. -Michael Wood With "In the Belly of Her Ghost,"
Colin Dayan delivers a haunted and haunting memoir of her mother,
from a childhood in Haiti to a clipped life as a Southern belle.
This is no ordinary family story: it is a lyrical telling of how
racial terror and patriarchy reverberate in our most intimate
relationships; it is about love aborted and love forged in violence
and repression. As rejection, loss, and self-loathing simmer on the
surface, this beautiful and desolate work recounts social harms and
personal grievances. But it also bears witness to the persistent
longing for connection that we carry with us and reminds us of what
remains: an abiding faith that love can make you whole, even in
death. -Deborah Chasman
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