This is a story taking the reader through the life of a young woman having a paranoid schizophrenic break down and how it affected her life and children and other people around her and their reactions. It is for the reader to decide what is real and what is delusion as the writer still isn't sure even now she is some what better. Emma has been writing and telling stories ever since she was a child and but this time she is writing fact as it happened to the author and she hopes it will uncover some of the mysteries surrounding breakdown and schizophrenia it also touches on abuse and bullying this is here to help as anyone can find themselves in a similar situation or may know some one.