'All the boys I have fallen for over the last half century always
had a secret story behind them, a hurt that never healed, a pain
that was still there, deep down, inside, ' the author writes, 'so I
have always tried to move carefully, gingerly onto the
not-quite-frozen lake of tender hurt. Otherwise -I knew- the thin
ice would crack and I would fail miserably and just end up with wet
feet.' 'The Not-quite-frozen Lake Of Tender Hurt', a novel that
somewhere in its sweeping description of a 45-year search for love,
strangely or perhaps not that strangely, turns into a slightly
rambling autobiography of the author, a somewhat haphazard
life-story he keeps trying to treat as a novel. But somewhere in
there is the reckoning of past mistakes and a lot of unraveling
love affairs that were meant to last forever. The slow realization,
that -in the end- everyone has his own baggage, turns the writer
around to the rather shocking thought that he is probably writing
the case-history of his inability to sustain his own concept of
love. Even in the last chapters, he is still trying to convince
himself of the possibility of falling in love one more time. And of
course he does, because the boy he finally meets certainly does not
have HIS baggage. This 'flawed memoir pretending to be a novel' is
the ultimate part of the trilogy SLEEPING WITH BOYS, a title that
did not arrive as an Einstein-like mind-flash but seemed to cover
the subject quite well. These three books are not sad stories, but
are based on a life spent in all the right places, London on the
tail-end of the Sixties, the Spanish island of Ibiza, still not
discovered by mass tourism, the South of France, before the
fish-and-chip shops opened there, Rome, Venice and Florence before
you had to buy a ticket to get in. And a lot of lovers, now gone or
spread out to far corners of the earth. 'I now realize I was
subconsciously always looking for the one-and-only, and in the end
I found him.'
General
Imprint: |
Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
|
Country of origin: |
United States |
Release date: |
April 2010 |
First published: |
April 2010 |
Authors: |
Max Kreijn
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Dimensions: |
254 x 178 x 15mm (L x W x T) |
Format: |
Paperback - Trade
|
Pages: |
288 |
ISBN-13: |
978-1-4515-8081-5 |
Categories: |
Books >
Fiction >
General & literary fiction >
Modern fiction
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LSN: |
1-4515-8081-9 |
Barcode: |
9781451580815 |
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